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Thursday, August 30, 2007
The Prisoner

Never In My Life Have I Found The Key

To Unseal My Heart And Set Me Free

No One In My Life Had Opened The Door

To Let Me Out And See The Shore

 

The Verdant Foliage That Nature Sprouted

Is A Vista I’ve Longed And Waited For

A Land Where I Can Be A Bird

A Place Where Dreams Can Be Fulfilled

 

But Something Had My Soul Vanquished

A Vehement Thunder I Pray To Vanish

A Darkness That Is Everlasting

Is Where I Am Straying

Beneath The Shadow Of The Moon I Soliloquized

Trying Very Hard To Internalize

I Shrieked And Shrieked, I Dropped My Fears

Only To Find Out That I’m Drowning

In My Own Deluge Of Tears


Posted at Thursday, August 30, 2007 by friavida
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EVERYNIGHT

Everynight I Can’t Help Myself Wondering,

With This Guy I’ve Always Been Thinking;

He Who Was Only Made By My Fantasy,

I Think I’m About To Go Crazy!

 

My Mind Has Been Gone Twisted,

Such A Pain To My Head,

Even With In My Sleep I Would See Him,

In The Sweetest Part Of My Dream;

 

You Know What’s The Funny Thing?

To See His Face At My Bedroom Ceiling,

Hallucinations Keeping Me Awake,

Really Sucks Coz It’s Giving Me Headache!

 

Will I Ever Stop To Fantasize?

About This Guy I’ve Been Idealize,

In This World Has He Even Existed?

Many Questions That Got Me Exasperated.

 

But If In My Sleepless Nights He Would Be The Reason,

Urge Me To Write Poems, My Inspiration;

If This Fantasy Makes Me Feel So Right,

Then I Wouldn’t Mind Goin Insane Every night!



Posted at Thursday, August 30, 2007 by friavida
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Deep Inside


I May Not Be Serious 

As You See In My Actions

I May Not Say I Love You

As You Expect Me To Say

You May Not Feel My Gentle Touch

The Only Way I Hold You

You May Not Hear The Things

I Said About You

But My Hearts Shouts With Joy

Whenever I See You

To Love You Is Not To say

Just I Love You

To Love Is Not To Hold You Close

Love Is Shown In Many Other Ways

But My Love For You Will Always

Stay In One Place

You Might Have Thought That

I Don’t Love You

You Might Have Thought That

I Don’t Care About You

But Deep Inside My Heart

You Occupy The Biggest Part…

 


Posted at Thursday, August 30, 2007 by friavida
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HINDI KO KAYA!!!


Lagi akong masaya kapag kasama kita

Ang mga sandaling ito'y ayaw ko nang matapos pa

Ngunit pilitin ko man, hindi ko magagawa

Alam kong sa buhay ko ikaw ay mawawala

 

Hindi ko alam kung kakayanin ko

Kapag nangyari na ang lahat ng ito

Ngunit isipin ko man na ito ay mabago

Alam kong sa piling ko, ikaw ay lalayo

 

 

Alam ko na darating ang araw na mawawala ka

Matatanggap ko yun, wag kang mag-alala

Ngunit wag mong isipin na malilimutan kita

Hilingin mo man, hindi ko yan magagawa

 

Kailangan ko pa bang umiyak para sayo

Para lang ipaalam na nasasaktan ako

Alam kong hindi ko kaya pag ikaw ay lumayo

Sana sa iyong paglisan ako'y kasama mo.

 

Kapag naganap na ang kinatatakutan ko

Ang mga sandaling mawala ka na sa piling ko

Hindi ko alam kung matatanggap ko ito

Dahil ang limutin ka, hindi ko alam kung paano.

 

 

Gaano man kasakit ay kailangan kong tanggapin

Ikamatay ko man ay pilit kong kakayanin

Paano man gawin ay aking sisikapin

Ngunit pag-ibig ko sayo di ko kayang limutin.


Posted at Thursday, August 30, 2007 by friavida
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Friday, August 17, 2007
i never thought that i could love

Off into the world i go,

planning futures, shaping years.

Love burst again and suddenly,

All my wisdom disappear.

Loves make fool of me,

all the rules I made are broken.

Yes love, love changed me.

Live or perish in its flame

Nothing in the world will ever be the

same.

Many people come and go through

the doors of my life.

Taking what they need and

what they can.

Many moments were only

sands of a lifetime.

But I never thought,

You're also the one whose

gonna take it away from me.

I died when you said goodbye.

Stormy passion, shadows of emptiness

Now, those were the words

constructed by my mind.

Heartful sorrows, feeling of loneliness,

Emotions cannot be left behind.

There could never be someone who

could take place I have save for you in

my heart because even if time

would bring me someone new,

my heart would refuse to let go

of the sweetest memories

I had with you.


Posted at Friday, August 17, 2007 by friavida
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Thursday, August 16, 2007
just love

If you love someone, never hesitate to show what you feel, just follow your heart. Never waste your time. Never fear nor doubt. Never quit nor stop. But never expect in return. Don't be afraid to become stupid. Just love, be real. You might get hurt but you must not give up. Just live your life, love the way you want. Never get tired. Stay alive to love and stay in love to live.. 'Til you learn to let go, 'til you learn to set free and 'til you learn to always stay happy. =)


Posted at Thursday, August 16, 2007 by friavida
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...

Loving the right person at the wrong time,

having the wrong person when the time is right

and finding out you love someone right after

that person walks out of your life...

And sometimes, you think you're already over a person,

but when you see them smile at you,

you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending

to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that

they will never be yours again...

For some, they think that letting go is one way

of expressing how much they love that person...

in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love

being held by someone else...

Most relationships tend to fail not because

the absence of love. Love is always present.

It's just that one was being loved too much and the

other was being loved too little...

As we all know that the heart is the center of the body

but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason

why the heart is not always right...

Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love

but to only discover that for them

we are just for passing time, while the one who truly

loves us remains either a friend or a stranger...

So here's a piece of advice;

Let go when you're hurting too much.

Give up when love isn't enough.

And move on when things are not like before...

It's certain... there is someone out there

WHO WILL LOVE YOU EVEN MORE...


Posted at Thursday, August 16, 2007 by friavida
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Sunday, August 12, 2007
My thoughts....

Hmm.. Time is fast when you least expect it. And time is slow when you are expecting to get it over and done with. Now I’m almost on my 325th month on this earth. And on the 18th of this month will be my 326th month. There of course, have been ups and downs in my life. Well, that’s life isn’t it? There will always be ups and downs and ups and downs. Life is a cycle.

Also this month is the 14th month that I've been working in my current job. It’s still a job and I’m still thinking of what I’m going to do about it. Is it I’m going to make it as my career? Or not?

I’m thinking of what I’m going to do with my life. What my plans are for the future. Whether am I going to make it? Or am I just dreaming? For something that can never be done and never be fulfilled.

What’s past is past. But the past makes me the person that I am today. Without the events of the past, there is no present or future. It’s just a phrase like robots go about every time, every second, every hour, every day. Doing what it is program to do and what it is supposed to do.

The past as I said makes me what I am today. What I aspire to be. What I need to be. What I have to be. My past may be bleak, may be dark, may be black, may be filled with lots of unfortunate incidents and events, and may be filled with regrets and heartaches. But it’s the past which makes me look forward to each day. It’s the drive of what I am doing. And what it makes me become.

A more fortunate and optimistic person…

I guess….

Life in a way, is beautiful…


Posted at Sunday, August 12, 2007 by friavida
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The Dance of Life

There were two hearts who met in a dance. That moment was magical. There was the sweetest song playing, there was harmony and soon, love in the air. They fell in love and they started building castles in their dreams and promised forever with all certainty, but somewhere in the midst of the fun, they got lost in the dance. Something went wrong, but they can never do anything. They were just drifting away, their fortress falling apart. There were so many questions, but no one had an answer.

The music stopped and then there was silence.

When we truly love someone, we give our best and let that person see the pureness of our intention, but sometimes that person makes us CRY and HURT us for the wrong reasons. That someone must have loved us, but he has not loved us enough to make him stand for what he truly felt. Now we are faced with the seeming impossible task of forgetting. We have burdened ourselves long enough but we still can’t get out of this emotional trap. Let us remember that the more we try to FORGET someone we love, the more PAINFUL letting go will become…. Sometimes we never had to take that person out of our hearts at all, for he will always be there no matter how hard we try to drive him away. It isn’t his presence that makes this difficult. It is our stubbornness to accept our destiny that aligns forgetting next to impossible. We keep a cold face, but deep in our hearts, there still that lingering hope for reconciliation. Somehow, we still believe that we can rekindle small embers and relight the fire that once burned in our hearts. Those thoughts give us hope but it also breeds the seeds of loneliness and despair…

The only way to forget is to ACCEPT and the only way to move on is to look ahead and let the footprints of the past be blown by the wind of time. Only then our hearts find a partner in the dance of life and hopefully never get lost again…


Posted at Sunday, August 12, 2007 by friavida
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Move On...

Sometimes, in our relentless efforts to find the person we love we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things and simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns. Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words for you will find rewarding happiness not with the man you love but the man who loves you more. The best lovers are those capable of loving from a distance far enough to allow the person to grow, but never too far to feel the love deep within your being.

TO LET GO OF SOMEONE DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO STOP LOVING, IT ONLY MEANS THAT YOU ALLOW THAT PERSON TO FIND HIS OWN HAPPINESS WITHOUT EXPECTING HIM TO COME BACK. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but it is also setting yourself free from all bitterness, hatred, and anger that keep in your heart. Do not let the bitterness rare you away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you, but rather let your grow with wisdom in bearing it. You may find peace in just loving someone from a distance not expecting anything in return. But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past but real peace and happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today. There comes time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon become a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions.

The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just a friendship. We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves. You don't have to forget someone you love. What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself. Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving. Don't let your heart ruin your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reasons as well. Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow: If you lose love that doesn't mean that you failed in love. Cry if you have to, but make it sure that the tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left with you. Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it may be thelove that will stay and last a lifetime.

There are two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is though everything is a miracle.


Posted at Sunday, August 12, 2007 by friavida
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